Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I'm really pleased for. U

I'm so happy for you! Fingers crossed that it lasts.

I'm actually having a good day. I had a good chat with my friend, it was beautiful weather, I read a book. Idk it felt good

Been up and down today. Depressed I have to work so hard all alone to get anything done in my life.

You are strong and you can do it 💪🏼

Like just when I have a tiny shred of hope, it gets slapped out of my hands, like 'nope, not for you.'

I can't eat or sleep. I feel numb but at the same time sadness is weighing me down. I keep getting sick. I feel like a burden to everyone.

@pinkywop, I promise you that you're not a burden. I hope things get better for you soon.

Just downed 4 tramadol and 2 sleepers to numb my self for the day.. All time low is hitting again...

One minute I'm hyper and happy. Next minute I'm feeling down in the dumps! I hate these mood swings. I just want to be normal. Feel normal and be mentally stable

I'm feeling quite positive today,well I wouldn't say positive but I'm feeling motivated to go out and get what I want?

Still conscious. Been up since 3, pretty much itching to cut. I know it's not healthy, but it's where im at.

Can let go the sadness. But, feels lack energy to go for something new: (

Like I'm actually getting better...

I'm at my worst. I no longer have the motivation to get out of bed and take care of myself. I haven't gone out in so long; the social isolation is destroying me. I am very lonely. I don't go to sleep until 7am and sleep in until 6pm, I don't have the physical or mental energy to shower nor make myself something to eat so I've been living off of cup noodles, chips, and a few sips of water (I only drink water when taking my BC pill). I am at rock bottom with my depression and it only gets worse each day.

I think there are so many things that make us happy. You shouldn't think about the bad things. Take a deep breath and love your family, your friends and your life. Most importantly ; Love yourself 👌

I can't give any advice as I am in the exact same position as yourself, all time low! But I made the effort to shower last night and I felt amazing for a little while, freshened me up! Like I said I'm no good with advice but I'm a good listen, feel free to message if you need to chat any time :)

How do I feel today?? That is a good question! But I wish I had an answer tho. Because at this point I don't even know how I feel. I'm not happy I'm not sad and I'm not angry. I just want someone to listen! Because I don't think I can do this any longer. Please help.

Just empty, missing someone I really love...

Self harming thoughts are back today! Fighting it so hard!

Same here and i'm nearly 2 months clean. Hope you're okay and stay strong <3

I'm 4 months clean :( hope you are ok too! I have stopped my self from cutting and took 6 tramadol instead to escape what's going on in my head

Numb. Like I just can't even do anything or if i do i'll just fuck it up and make everything worse. Like no one cares and i'm just alone except for voices in my head bullying me constantly.

Despairing , like nothing will ever be ok.

I'm slipping back again. There only one last thing that mean the world to me, but I'm losing it as well. Nothing is right.

Here is the tragedy: when you are the suffer of depression, not only do you feel utterly helpless and abandoned by the world, you also know that very few people can understand, or even begin to believe, that life can be this painful.

Me sIento fatal, aun respirar me cansa, quisiera que todo fuera una pesadilla

No words for the aching. No words for the angst.

I feel like every thing is my fault.

I feel hopeful and happy. I still have depression and social anxiety but I am finally taking responsibility of my illnesses and trying to understand why I'm acting the way I am.

I mess up a lot and even when i apologize, i still feel guilty and feel like I'm a terrible person for a very long time. Instead of feeling a grudge on those who call me out, i hold a grudge upon myself.

I feel like there's no way to describe how I feel. And when I try no one gets it. Today I just wish I could hook my brain up to someone else's so they would understand.

I hope they have those in the future

no one ever understands why i can't feel happy simetimes

I feel the same way, sometimes I wish people would stop trying to understand, because unless they make one of those machines they will never understand why I feel how I do.

I don't exactly know how I feel.I forgot my pill today so I'm sort of numb

i feel like sleeping forever

I do too.

I feel like I can never be happy ever again. No matter how hard I try, I am always blocked from being truly happy. It weighs on me like a ton of bricks. I don't know how much longer I can do this.

My life seems totally fine from the outside. I technically have no reason to feel so sad, but I still do.