Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
Today I actually felt like giving up on everyone and everything. I felt like my life is just falling apart. I feel like I can't do anything to stop this darkness that is overcoming me. :(
I feel like total shit, excuse my language, sorry. :/ I do everything in my power to reach out to people and be kind and sweet and thoughtful towards them, but somehow I still don't have any friends, and I'm alone most of the time. I rarely ever get invited out and usually I have to invite myself or coordinate the activity. I feel so neglected and sad and just want a friend. Someone who I can live life with, not talk to in some online chatroom.
I feel envious, sad, and lonely. Horny and fat.
today I actually felt like taking all of my sleeping meds. I don't know why I can't seem to conquer this depression that continues to take over my body & not to mention, my everyday schedule. I am almost to the point of cracking, the one place I told myself I would never get as low to. the negative thoughts & pictures playing in my head are suppliers to these feelings I have of sadness & emptiness. it's almost like I'm not myself anymore but only a lifeless body.
Stay strongsugar and take care. I'm here for you.
I want you to know that I'm always here if you need to talk, as are any other listeners my lovely! Remember that! Whenever you need us, there will always be somebody available for you! You matter to us, I care about you and I hope things only get better for you, sweetheart.
I'm only ever a message away, too - don't forget that.
Best wishes, El.
I feel like life would become a distant memory. I have gotten a single letter from any colleges and I fear that I might get rejected.I don't college is even in the future for me anymore. It's official. I'm definitely a failure.
I feel extermely depressed. I don't even know why, but at the same time I do. Life is just becoming way to stressful, and I just don't know how to handle it all. I feel as though, I have nobody. No one cares, and that's the sad thing.
I feel lost, as though my heart was taken out of me all over again.
I want to cry, but cry about what? The fact that I want more or the fact of looking like a complete idiot again. Because I obviously know what I want, but does he. I want to know before I dig my hole deep enough for me to get out. I let him go once and I feel like I will be doing that all over again.
Will I ever get a different kind of happiness or no.
I thought maybe this time I would, but I guess not.
Today, was an okay day for me. It wasn't the best day, but it wasn't the worst either. I didn't feel as depressed today. I didn't feel like crying, like I did yesterday. Someday's are just better than others, I suppose.
Today was terrible I'm slowly getting worst and my thoughts are getting darker and scarier. I thought of committing more than once today and believe that I'm more capable of doing it then I've ever been :/
I understand how it feels. You think about it over and over again, wanting to do it more and more each time you think about. But you can't, because you have so much to live for. I don't know who you are and I know you don't know me, but if you ever need someone to talk to when those thoughts get scarier and scarier. I'll be here for you, when you feel alone. I'll be your light, to scare away the dark.
Thank you so much it feels good to know that someone else knows how it feels.
No need to thank me, and it does feel good to know you're not alone. I'm here for you, Love.
Am feeling so depress.....just want to tlk to somebody.
How do I become a listener? I would like to talk to you
Hi! Did you get to talk to someone yesterday? I hope you are feeling better today.