Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

tired of feeling like all I do is let down the one I love. I don't know why I feel this way but no matter what I do I always feel like a constant disappointment.

Not too well. ive been mentally suffering and My Pdoc wont prescribe me Meds and wants me to see a psychiatrist but I couldn't get an appointment Until A Month after symptoms started. My Appt is on the 2nd. I'M struggling To Make it that far. l dont want To end UP having to go to a crisis center.

I woke up feeling pretty ok. Then as the day progressed I gradually began to feel worse. I don't know why. I'm tired of feeling like this with the constant changes in my attitude

I'm so stressed out over what's stressing me out. It's so overwhelming I don't know how or where to turn to, so many things are going wrong at once including being kicked out early by my landlady. I'm too suicidal to be suicidal, I know it doesn't make sense but I can't plain it

I feel really low at the minute insomnia is kicking in again I haven't slept in 2weeks I feel suicidal

I feel much better than I have in the past! No more cutting, no more suicidal thoughts. Behavioral cognitive therapy, taking lots of supplements, medication, and exercise has worked wonders for me. I hope all of us who struggle with depression find a combination that works for ourselves. Sending love to you, wherever you are

Cant quite figure out why I always feel down.. which at weekends turns me to drugs and alcohol to erase the feelings I have. 1. Upbringing? 2. Relastionship failure? 3. Alcohol and drugs? Feel like im going round in circles all the time.

I've been feeling down today. I worked two shifts in a row at my job I hate dealing with people I can't stand, and I had a few hours today when I was numb and feeling "soulless." I got off work, I'm home, and I'm slightly less numb and feeling more neutral, but I'm not a 100%.

I feel worthless and empty. Like no one really cares. I feel like this will never go away and it will all just be better if I'm gone. I wish I could just go to sleep and not wake back up. I feel like a failure and that it is hopeless to even try anymore. But it's not like anyone cares enough to notice so I guess it doesn't matter.

Today I actually had thoughts of jumping off a bridge because this might sound like a very stupid reason but because my boyfriend kinda broke up with me because of my family getting involved in our relationship but ever since than I've felt so depressed and lossedbecause I don't have him