Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
I feel terrible. I want to get out of here. I hate this feeling where your chest burns and tears stream like rivers. When you cant stop crying but you have to keep it to yourself. I hate people. But I like them too. I'm damaged. I'm broken. I want to stop right here.
I feel like my heart is going to burst. I'm about to give my mom a 3 page letter explaining why I am depressed and why I act the wayI do. I am so nervous I can't even deal with this. I tried to give her the letter on the third of this month but I got scared. Ihope I can do it in the next 15 minutes before she leaves. I just want help
Give it to her .. don't be scared to ask for help and if she won't listen tell someone else until somebody listens :)
I want to leave my family... ( boyfriend, son, mother and stepfather) I just want to be alone and free !!
That may sound nice, but you have people who rely on you and look up to you. People that care. Your son and family needs you. Freedom would be amazing and refreshing, but we all have responsiblities.
Yeah but it's not the responsibility . I don't mind be responsible for things and people.. but I do not like to be around people and they just are always THERE and it makes me irritated
I feel not at bottom
I feel awful. Sort of like a lot of people on here. I feel betrayed and hurt by everyone. I feel like I can't trust anyone or anything. I am so stressed and overwhelmed right now, but I'm trying to stay strong. I'm trying to tell myself it will be okay, but it's hard. Sometimes, I just want people to tell me it's going to be okay.
Hopeless. I ate your soup. I drank your water. I took your pills and I had a nap. But when I woke up, I felt the same. Why keep going through the motions?
My day was going pretty well, but then I remembered I have to play softball in gym. Being on the heavy side, I'm really //really// insecure about this type of stuff and I nearly had a panic attack when I went up to the plate to bat. But anyways, it was pretty okay but my band director caused me to be late going home. And then my mom got mad that I didn't want to talk about my day. I didn't really eat much and I slept a lot today. As of right now, I'm really suicidal and I'm talking to The Trevor Project trying to calm down
I felt the same way about a lot of stuff and cut my arm up I don't regret it but my friends all look at me different now. I just say be careful what you are doing
Awh, sugar.It sounds like your going through a toughtime at the moment, but I promise you - everything will be okay in the end, and it it's not okay then it's not the end, honey. I'm always here if you need anything, sweet. I'm only ever a message away. Hope the Trevor Project works for you, although please drop me a message so I can support you or at least check that you're okay.
Stay Strong❤
When I get extremely depressed I feel like I am going mentally insane. Staring at a wall can make me burst into tears and scream into a pillow. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't talk, I can't function.
Honey, have you told anybody about these feelings? I feel as if you could do with some strong support, sugar.It sounds like you're really quite unhappyat the moment, andI promise you - everything will be okay in the end, and it it's not okay then it's not the end, honey. I'm always here if you need anything, sweet. I'm only ever a message away. Don't be scared to message you, I'm only here to listen and I promise I would never judge you or anyone, but please drop me a message so I can support you, or at least so I can check that you're okay, sugar.
Stay Strong❤
Today I told my friends why on have been distant and out of it but have yet to tell my parents. I feel like crap. Lieing to them why I wear so many braclets. Its getting worse and worse. I'm getting worse.
Are you already under medical care
Hey, honey. It's alright to feel sad every once in a while, and don't be ashamed. If you think you need to tell someone, tell someone. Nobody will judge you for this I promise you darling. I can't imagine how you must feel, going through such a toughtime, butI promise you - everything will be okay in the end, and it it's not okay then it's not the end, sweetheart. I'm always here if you need anythingsugar -I'm only ever a message away. Same goes for anybody else who reads this.
Stay Strong❤
I feel like a confused ghosts who just can't settle on an emotion for more than 3 minutes. I feel like a burden when I tell my two friends (who I am not comfortable talking with about this but are the closest). I can't help myself. I feel unwanted because when I go to school my group doesn't say hi. When they leave and I say goodbye none of them reply back and don't notice when I'm gone. I feel stupid. I keep failing my tests no matter how hard I study. I am so lonely. No one asks me out and I'm terrified of asking them. I want company but I'm scared. I am a loser. I am worthless. It feels like everyone pretends to like me for my sake and I hate feeling like that. I hate myself for feeling like that. I hate everything, I hate depression, anxiety, bipolar disorder, I hate looking at food and wanting to throw up just by the thought of eating it, I hate it
Awh, darling. It sounds like your going through such a rough time at the moment, although I promise you - everything will be okay in the end, and it it's not okay then it's not the end, honey. I'm always here if you need anything, sweet. I'm only ever a message away.
Stay Strong❤