Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I am better today. Don't know what's going on, but I feel almost optimistic. I don't trust myself anymore, but I think I should just be happy with the current situation.

i don't understand why i have to give in just because they don't let me be me? because they don't let me do what i want to. because they don't let me be who i want to. its so depressing.

Empty (?)

I feel like I wanna turn it all off. Just crawl under a table in the dark with no one around to see or hear me curled up under there and just stop feeling anything until it all hits and I have a good cry then when I realize I'm crying so hard that's when I dust my self off and get out simply because I should be stronger than that and now that it's out of my system I can take on whatever shit is currently going on in my life.

Today... Feeling a little down but more anxious than anything... Still trying to cope of a loss of a teacher who passed away a few days ago. She was a hero to me... Trying to keep my head up... Just wish it was easier sometimes

Wonderful:)

My name is Taylor, I am 20 years old and I have depression. I am not crazy, and it is not my fault. I can not excuse you for leaving me alone in this time of need. Would you leave me if I had cancer? If I was paralyzed? Then why would you leave me now?

DEPRESSION IS A CHRONIC ILLNESS. IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT.

Ignored, Annoyed and Tired

I went from being the most sociable person ever to literally not leaving the house unless I have to. I somehow still have a boyfriend, god only knows how. I feel so ugly and disgusting - then I feel weak for letting the way I look stop me from living. It just cuts deeper than that- depression is hating yourself for feeling this way but not knowing how to stop it.

I felt really great today and amazing but then after my OCD kicked in and back to miserable and depressed with all these crazy roller coaster non stop thoughts . Etc. Hate my life :'( ...