Want my smile again on my face
I m depressed, anxious, in stress.
Don't have enough money to treat myself.
Can't share it with parents,
Because it will take much time.
And also i m not in condition to do so.
And i think a true frnd can solve all my prblm. I just need some one to talk and to express my self
Ok on 4 Sept 2021 I went to hostel.
I don't know anyone there. Nor my parents talked me on call,. So things started getting wrong,
As u can fell.
Depression started hitting me.
My study get poored.
I can't do the things, what I liked
I have shared my situation with approx 50 people s Only 6 doesn't made fun of me. And only 1 irtequa understood my prblms. And rest 5 just didn't made fun of me....
She is in normal Indian family. So she have to face many prblms. Even just for chatting with. We had talked on call just for 1 time for 2 hrs.
And due to my depression and mood disturbance.
I have to msg her almost always at
wrong time.
I can't contact her when, I m in need of her the most...
Actually, yesterday i have used.
The word periods for 1st time
And from then im blancked
Things get awkward for me... It will take a week to normalize....
most.