Rising just to fall again
UncharmedBear
September 7th
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Hey all! First time ever putting any of this out anywhere, but I figure no one else bothers to listen to it so why not. I've been feeling pretty damn depressed for the last probably decade, if im being honest. Everytime I try to rise out of my own personal ***, i'm slapped back down into it in one way or another. The most recent of those being me moving to an entirely new state, to a city no one has probably ever heard of in the middle of nowhere. So now, on top of my general depression, I can add loneliness to the list. I'm just having a really hard time finding a reason to go on if this is what my life will be like. I honestly believe I was supposed to die years ago and the universe is trying to right the wrong in any way it can.