Muted
I lost total trust in people. I prefer to be alone. I once believed there was good in the world. It is so hard for me to even reach out now. I feel like a problem. I was also told if you u not getting help be your own advocate. Yet, here I am. Told that my community doesn't have the resource I need and or I don't the resources. It's because I cry for help so loud everyone gives up. If I die then I'll die. Refused treatment. Yet, is that really what it is or a painted picture over the blood (metaphorically speaking). Idk why I write this I guess just needed this heard by someone anyone.
What do I want? Idk just agree or agree to disagree comfort or don't. View points are welcome.
Ps
Sorry if this is not appropriate or in wrong place. I'm new. And just needed for someone to hear my voice.
I can guarantee my safety and well being before anyone asks. Not going self harm all that. Just speaking my voice to the void of dispare. Nothing more nothing less.