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I almost attempted again.

compassionateOak202 April 4th, 2023

Today, I lost myself again after making so much progress just a month ago since my last mental crisis. I almost attempted to overdose myself with pills alone in a bedroom until my boyfriend and sister called. I immediately got stressed and lost it over a small financial mistake with my mom and I thought she was mad at me and end up feeling not good enough and hopeless.

Fortunately my situation was averted. I already reached out to Crisis afterwards. I just feel exhausted now from this mishap I created.

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bestVase7265 April 5th, 2023

You didn't create a mishap. You had a crisis moment that is bound to be exhausting as you recover from it.

You will figure out how to keep those things that are smaller from becoming life threatening. It just takes lots of time, patience, and a good support network.

Sending lots of peace and strength tonight. @compassionateOak202

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compassionateOak202 OP April 5th, 2023

thank you for your response. ❤️

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bestVase7265 April 5th, 2023

I mean it. Feel free to come back to this thread at any time. I only answer once a day but I am pretty regular. @compassionateOak202

bestVase7265 April 11th, 2023

How have things been going? @compassionateOak202

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compassionateOak202 OP April 11th, 2023

@bestVase7265

I've been okay today, thank you for checking up on me. I just finished writing up my new monthly reflection here if you want to read. 😊

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Know1Knows April 12th, 2023

@compassionateOak202

ive been like this before, I just had a relapse again and I feel horrible. It’s also the middle of the night which doesn’t help. I’ve tried so hard and I just ruined it again. But sometimes we have to keep going with our lives and don’t bother the people who don’t care. And it’s ok to get help as well.

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compassionateOak202 OP April 12th, 2023

@Know1Knows thank you responding and also for sharing your experience. I’m sorry you had to go through that recently.

And yes, it’s true that we’ll eventually have to move on and live our lives without dwelling on those who are no longer part of our journey. I hope I can move on from mine.

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