@Staryskies03
Deserve is a tricky word. It suggests that a person has earned or is due something.
I don't feel as many do that the world is treating me unfairly. People at work treat me well enough as do the people I meet on occasion. I am paid a fair wage. I have insurance through work and get ample vacation time.
I don't know of anything that i have earned that i have not already been given.
I know this is not the post you were hoping for but I have been more fortunate than many. I feel no guilt for doing better then others just guilt for not being able to appreciate my good fortune when others are able to when they have much less.