Worried and Lonely
After a breakup of a 5 year relationship, she stayed with all the social groups we shared, now I'm alone and I don't trust anyone.
I wake up every day as if it had all been a nightmare and find that it's real, I get extremely anxious and I don't want to get up to go to work.
All day I have triggers that remind me of my situation, I feel constant cold and I wish someone could hug and warm my heart... Just wanted to know that everything is going to be okay eventually, because currently I feel like my world is slowly falling apart, and all this anxiety and depression is getting in the way of my work, I feel like I'm going to be fired soon.
If I get fired what will I have left in life?
@FreedomHawk Im really sorry you are going through that, i cant imagine what you must be feeling through..
But you are a really brave and courageous person because you are still holding tight! Keep doing that and try to become an excellent version of yourself and im sure you will feel alright really soon and you wont have much that will bother you. I'll be here if you want to talk more about what you are facing and ill be glad to listen to you :)
@dancingKiwi6148 Thank you for the kind words. I don't know yet if I'll keep my job, but I'm a lil better than the last time I wrote here.
I'm thinking about changing my job for a half period one, in a coffee shop. It's something I like, I'll make less money, but maybe I'll be happier...
@FreedomHawk
You are so brave for reaching out here and thinking about making some changes in your life to make you happier. It takes real strength to do that. How're you feeling now? I've been through a breakup like that before and the lonliness felt overwhelming at times. I started writing things down that I could do on my own that still brought me some joy. Gradually that list got bigger and bigger and the happier I became the more connections with other people I made. I know you have the resilience to do that too, you've shown us all here how to carry on ♥
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