One wish I have for the future is....
i find the strength to confide in that person and that person has the strength to confide in me i wish we become like we used to
to reconnect with myself, and become whole again.
I want to find peace of mind. I would love to be able to just...think without having a traffic jam of thoughts. I feel like if I am able to come to an understanding of what needs to be healed within me, then maybe I'll be able to be happier with myself. I just want to find a friend in myself, honestly. I want to build a pattern of trust and forgiveness within myself so I can move easier though my life.
For my right fate to come in the near by future
To be happy to be able to laugh and be myself and no matter what mood I am in they love and talk to me with out be called every name possible and being accused of things i didn't do to have people trust me and believe in me and being happy I will maintain a job and have a place to live and raise my doughter the right way recpect for her self and others. And that would be a awesome future
To get my drivers license someday and be able to drive a lime green or orange car. I also want people to stop saying bad things about lime green and orange cars and getting upset when I talk about it.
To be happy and loved and at peace.
To not be lonely. To have someone beside me for a change instead of it always being me. And if not then to be loved and missed when I leave this earth.
I hope the man I am with will stop calling me names stop belittling me and putting me down i would love to be talked to like i am humen instead of a peace of shit I just want to have my decent life back
@anonyBalloon3366 you shouldn't have to feel like that at the hand of another person. No doubt you've told him that when he calls you names etc it's hurtful. Are you able to walk away?
My best friend to be back in my life. For her to know that I have always supported her, that I have always been proud of her, that I no longer have the romantic feelings I had for her as I had no right or business to have them in the first place for anyone, that I am not the monster I feel she thinks that I now am, that I feel like crap every second of every day for everything I have ever done or said that hurt or upset her :(
