One wish I have for the future is....

To find a stable job that won't spark my anxiety too much.

To feel loved and needed and appreciated....

To be on good terms with my best friends again, for us to speak again.

Any doors to open with regards to my career, they are all shut now.

To enjoy the things I love with my friends instead of alone as I always end up doing.

To Be Happy and not to be so lonely. To find people that are loyal to me and real not just selfish and thinking only their own profit and money. I also need to find my trust on people again.

To have a future

To move to a place that doesn't get so cold and find another good job or create one. To find love again since my life has been so terribly lonely for the last 4 years. I hate my current situation but am grateful for being employed and to have a warm place and a bed to sleep in. The second half of life is so painful for me at the moment emotionally and physically.....

Hope and a reason to live

My sanity.

To change the world and people

I wish I would finally have peace. My family doesnt like my boyfriend and I have been placed in an unthinkable position. I chose my boyfriend over my family. I feel like I have been kept down on purpose. My boyfriend makes me feel alive and want to expand my horizons. I just want to live again.

I sometimes just want to stop hurting. I just want to not feel anymore. However as much as I hurt, I cant bring myself to end my life.