One wish I have for the future is....

To become a famous YouTuber and to stop worry about attention from every one and to try all of my best to share the message I want with people all around the world

I used to wish to have a stable job, to get rid of precariousness, the suffering of poverty and unemployment. I used to wish to climb mountains and hike forests, play music, be with friends.

Economic strains are massively powerful when you are low class.

Nowadays i have only one wish i crave desperatelly: No life after death. If i take mine, i just wish for total void and emptiness. No feeling, no sensing, no emotions. Nothing. Absolute nothingness.

To just be happy and content no matter whom I'm with out what I do for a living. I just want to be happy.

That the future will be completely different than what I expect.

To be able to look back and see that I made a difference, even if it was just a small thing.

to get out of this... Find help and get out of this depression or mental illness I might have and see the light at the end of the tunnel if it exists....

And find love.. Someone who loves me for me and will care for me and listen to me and will tolerate my crazy 💝

To be happy and feel fulfilled.

Peace Paz

To live a happy life i'm satisfied with.

without this mess called depression and anxiety.

Without the extreme disapointment i feel towards people.

Peace, happiness, that I have at least some say in it, that it isn't already written for me. That I don't have to settle for one I don't want.