I used to love mountain climbing, playing music, travelling, photography and hiking, but the destruction of my career by others and poverty/precariousness destroyed my dreams.
Nowadays i only socialize with close people, i spend my free time randomly browsing the web, taking pills to sleep more.
I am a former hedonist and now a nihlist/absurdist. My life is useless to me since i am not happy. Just taking courage to put an end on this. Kind regards to all of you.