I feel so stuck and anxious
Hi! I m starting my sophomore year in september and i am scared. I lost contact with all my classmates and none of the groups of people in my class makes me feel like i belong. Since the lockdown started i kind of took a break from everything and i realised that some things work better without me. It s been so hard lately to try and get back in touch with people and save somehow the friendships because i am always the one who asks them to go out and they don t put enough effort in it and i feel so unwanted when i talk to the people i was close with one year ago. I would do aaanything to meet new people and make new friends. Eventhough i find it hard to open up to people again i just want to let all these past friendships let go.... and that s why i am so scared. I changed so much in the last year. I can t focus at my studies at all and i feel sorry for myself sometimes....
ok. That s all. Thank you so much for reading. I am so happy to be in this community... take care!