I changed so much
So i just finished my first year of high school and i feel so alone and also so insecure about the future. I have been feeling way more anxious than i used to be 7 months ago and i started to accept these fears but i keep wondering why i started to be so and why i can t change back. Every person i know is so confident and is like making fun of this disorders and everytime i meet other people they treat me in a strange way and then everything about me feels so wrong. I isolated myself from everybody and i am barely speaking to my " best friends". I feel so alone in this and i am afraid i will be this lonely antisocial and scared person for the rest of my life. My plans seem pointless and many things i enjoyed one year ago don t make sense anymore. I don t know what to do...:)
Sorry, this is so long. Stay safe!< 3