@Lightsout19
I am so sorry you feel like this, i feel like this everyday but with my stepdad and its even worse with him, im constantly getting yelled at i always feel like im doing something wrong, and i just lay in my bed downstairs and TRY and think about what i am doing wrong i have yet to find out what it is, its at the point that one day their all gonna wake up and not see me ill be gone living with my closest friend. one thing to think about though is that even though you may feel like your dad is favoring his other son which is not right trust me i know how it feels i have 5 brothers and im the middle child and gay so thats even harder but you just gotta tell yourself, tommorow is a new day and i am NOT going to let my father ruin my day or feel worthless because you ARE NOT worthless you are loved by sooooooooo many people on here and your friends just dont let him put you down, some times you have to give your parents the cold shoulder because if you do that it will make them start to realise what they are doing wrong and hopefully your dad will start to treat you better and actually make you feel loved.