3 really strange fears

Birds - including taxidermied birds, real birds, birds circling above me, flying kinda low in my general direction, baby birds, non-flying birds except penguins

Windows at night - I feel if a window is closed (blinds/curtains) before its dark outside then once it becomes dark if I look out the window then a dangerous man will be staring back at me

Flushing toilets - the lid of a toilet must be down before I can flush it if there's no lid (public restrooms) I will hold my breath until I can get out of that stall or restroom

Encountering wild animals outside at night. I am always watching for raccoons, wolves, and deer that might try to attack me as I walk from my car to my front door. To be fair, I do live in the country.

Eating raw or undercooked meat. Not because it isn't healthy, but because it tastes like meat. I like my meat to taste like seasonings, not animal blood and flesh. I will throw up if I am forced to eat meat that tastes bloody. And my boyfriend's family love rare steaks.... ughh

That my best friends like their other friends more than they like me, and that I'm just a back-up friend to them. I always assume they would rather be spending their time with someone else, but that person was busy so they called me.

Separation

Letting people down

Failling