I want to be happy
Katscrytoo
April 18th, 2018
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It's been about six months since I've last talked to my best friend and ex boyfriend. I haven't had a good night sleep since then. They won't talk to me. They ask my other friend how I am instead of talking to me. My friend told me that my best friend said I was too much to handle and thata why they left. My ex boyfriend was my first love and I want him back in my life but I'm too scared to ask why he left. I have dreams of them both telling me it's my fault they left me. I miss them both. I miss them being in my life but I'm scared to know the truth. I don't know what to do.