Anxiety / Mistakes / Perfectionism
hematite43
June 16th, 2023
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I'm very, very tired. I made what I think is a relatively small mistake at work. I'm pretty sure it can be fixed, but I am tired of making mistakes... I know that humans make mistakes and I know that I have issues with perfectionism.
I'm sick of catastrophizing small mistakes.
Well, at least I have a topic to discuss at therapy next week. I'm tired of being terrified of mistakes and I'm tired of perfectionism and control freakery. Making mistakes prompts me to loathe myself even more and I hate that too.