I need to forgive them
KelliV68
April 15th, 2021
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My friend (of 40 years) has been gone a year today (single car accident) and I’ve come to terms with it. Sadly, i need to forgive his friends of 25 years for excluding me on all his celebrations of life they’ve shared amongst themselves. It wasn’t an issue of distance, it was an issue of my being around period. They set up celebrations in places where i couldn’t join. Im hurt that they worked so hard to exclude me without a second thought! I wasn’t planning on dropping all contact with his widow, but i think its what i need to do for me. I was finally able to journal my feels last night and will do some more today.