40 something guy coming to terms with stuff
40 something guy , coming to grips with depression and anxiety.
got into some legal trouble a little while back , and my depression and anxiety have been in overdrive. Mainly because I can’t control what’s going on with everything. I have a great lawyer who is great at what he does. But I don’t have any mental health support or much in the way of true friends to talk to. My wife is fantastic and has been a rock , but I am trying my best to not overwhelm her with all this stuff going on in my head.
im one of those classic deep dive people, I gotta know everything , and can lose hours reading case law and proceedings on similar things.
I am also a classic doom and gloom person. My whole life has been one screw up after another because I’m always looking at ways to fail not looking for ways to succeed.
i am slightly medicated , family doctor put me on some mild medication , appointment with psychiatrist is over a month away….yay……
my biggest issue currently , is I don’t have a lot of people to talk to about anything. When people do reach out , it’s about my case , not anything else ……I just wanna talk about the weather , or Olympics , or anything .
I can’t really get into specifics of case, other than it’s a white collar case I got wrapped up in.
felt good writing all that.
thanks for taking time to read all this
have a good day