Depression
Sometimes you wake up,tired,demotivated, only to find yourself waiting for the day to get over. You just don't want to talk to people. You just want to stay far away, so far away that they don't want to see you again. Sometimes you find yourself endlessly scrolling through phone or sometimes you just find yourself being alone and crying, only to wipe your tears and wear a mask and pretend that everything is alright. Sometimes you wish to talk to someone, a real soul but sometimes you wish you never exist .Sometimes you feel like floating on the sea . Sometimes you wish floating in the universe. Sometimes you wish there was no time and sometimes you wish all the time in that one day. Sometimes you wish for someone to call your name and sometimes you wish to run away as far as you can. Sometime you laugh too much until people finds you wierd or crazy, only to end up crying loudly, yet silently.....
And you say to yourself " I will be fine soon"
@forcefulBirch2526
This. Exactly this. Thank you for expressing this so beautifully. You have a gift. I hope putting these feelings into words helps you, as reading it has truly helped me.
I'm sorry you feel this way. sometimes life can be burdensome with issues you may not have control of.
Mental disorders are real but people without them don't understand so their first instinct is to fear. I suffer from severe depression etc. And I hope things start going good for you. One day at a time.
