@bunylove7
You are not alone..... i will tell you that i do not wear makeup as a young girl was not very gifted in applying and some male friends told me to not bother ... my now spouse included always felt like a wallflower........ even learning to apply better never felt right......... if you have ever seen those no makeup photos of celebs etc you might ask yourself like i do wow why would anyone wear that ... the skin looks dead ......
now back to the self esteem thing as i told you i felt like the wallflower ....... met someone who made me feel beautiful and sexy and i will tell you once i saw what he sees............... i feel very attractive and now get glances and men trying to chat me up ........ I did not change anything ...........just confidence shines through and my confidence has changed how i see me too...
i never bought into that idea................... but i see it know the most attractive people were self assured not made up or dressing the most stylish etc. The glow from within...... it is sad that the person who made me feel this way is NOT my spouse and we will never end up together but he has made me glow