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Hello, I’m from Nigeria but I live in Canada. I’m a new counselling student and I would love to volunteer. I love watching movies and cooking. My best colour is blue because it reminds me of the ocean and sky 💙

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starting over and reconnecting with God
Religion & Spirituality / by gracefulBerry2499
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...See more Hello everyone, Earlier this year I had a lot of things going on which affected my relationship with God. I don't know how to come back to him and rebuild our relationship. Dec 2023, I got heartbroken, and I became Numb to love but I still tried to hold on to God's love. Then I got news from my parents that they needed me to defer my grad school admission because they could not afford it and at the same time my grandma developed lung cancer. After that, I lost my job and my grandma finally passed on. I started school and a new job in April so I've been super busy. I have not had time to go to church consistently and even when I have time I'm unmotivated or just generally stressed from school/ life. I'm also in the choir and have not been going for rehearsal or meetings. I feel so separated from the church and God and I'm not sure how to get back into in. I feel like everything happening this year just made me distance myself from God (maybe I was upset or just didn't know how to deal with grieve/ stress).  I know I love God but sometimes I feel that is not enough (or is it?). I still feel blessed but guilty that the relationship isn't what it was. I would hate to come off transactional because I genuinely believe in and love God. Even if it seemed I gave up on love, I met the most wonderful man in August, and it feels like he was Godsent.  Thank you for listening!
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