These Thoughts
These thoughts are louder then my voice, can’t find any other reason to live besides my kids. What am I even doing ? Why am I doing it ? What is my purpose ? Do I have one ? Losing confidence in my ability to remain strong and find the bright side of this depression. There seems not to be none. This doctor that doctor, tell them your story , see you next month. Just another bill , another pill , do this ever end. So , why go ? Ask doctors why am I here , how can you help ? In reality NOONE CAN HELP. But you . Is there even a solution? A balance perhaps? Day by day we don’t know, we just ply the game of life as it go ! These thoughts .
Written By A Restless Soul.
@AmandaBoo I am so sorry to hear that you are going through such a difficult time. It can be overwhelming to feel like you are stuck in a cycle of doctors' visits and medications without seeing any improvement. However, please know that you are not alone in this struggle. Many people have experienced similar thoughts and feelings, and there is hope for healing and recovery.
It's understandable to feel lost and question the purpose of life, but please remember that you are valuable and loved, and there is a reason for your existence. While your children are a wonderful source of motivation and inspiration, it's important to also find other reasons to live that are meaningful to you.
It's also okay to ask for help and support from those around you, including your doctors. While it may not be an easy or quick fix, they can work with you to find a treatment plan that works for you and helps you achieve a better quality of life. Remember that healing and recovery is a journey, and it may take time and effort to find the balance and solution that works for you.
Please take care of yourself, and know that there are people who care about you and want to help. You can message me anytime ❤️
@AmandaBoo
I am sorry you are struggling with these thoughts and feelings. It sounds like you are going through a difficult time, and it is understandable to feel overwhelmed and unsure about your purpose and the path forward. However, please know that there is hope and support available. You are not alone in this. Remember, taking care of your mental health is important, and seeking help is a brave step toward healing.