How are you feeling?
Hello Everyone,
I hope you are doing good right now at this possible moment.
Scared, hopeless and I can't sleep. Headache, thirst that doesn't seem to go away and feeling a little sick as well. :(
@lifecollapsing same :( also scared of myself
@Annemiller I am sorry you feel this way Annemiller. Every time you feel this way, share something positive about yourself. Things do get better and at times its just what happens. For example, we may not believe it immediately but after a while those affirmations return back to our memory to create positive inner environments and thoughts we indeed cherish best.
Remember to think positive and keep up the good work. You are doing great by expressing where you are at right now and it seems like you know to come back to this forum when you need more support. You are welcome here all the time.
It takes a lot to seek support and to know how to do that and use a forum that is safe and loving.
@healingPeace9642 I feel alone and unhappy and not understood or listed too
@ivymckinney21 I'm sharing your pain. All alone, since birth
@Savagehunger I'm sorry I haven't been alone infact I have ppl around me all day just u feel alone even with the ppl around
@ivymckinney21 I am sorry you are feeling this way. What creates these feelings for you. I am holding the hope for you to get well, it seems to be a passing thing. Keep sharing positively.
@ivymckinney21 I understood you said you feel alone even when people are around. I feel a little different, I do feet part of them but resisting them for their ways. I feel safer being alone and not having shame surround it. Just enjoyable and stress free for me, also I believe its less demanding and better hold.
@Savagehunger same
@ivymckinney21 me too. i can't understand people... i try so hard but everybody makes me feel like an alien or a weirdo U_U and i'm an adult!!!
@Bonnie1042 yeah life's fucked it's like no matter how hard u try or no matter what u do you're still wrong and an Outkast and those that you thought cares more than anything don't care at all..
@ivymckinney21 Get to remove yourself from those people they do not have your interest at heart. Stay where you can surround yourself where you feel you get what you desire, your values, your appreciated and you feel confident and you feel safe about everything there with you. Emotions and intutions are signs for what change we should choose to redirect our lives to match what we do. Sometimes, we may have to change what we do to align with who we are independently and confidently so. This means you are not missing nor losing anything that can't get improved even though having to leave whats wrong for you personally and causes you unnecessary stress. This is enough realization to decide what ever works for you as you wish.
It is great that you detect what is going with you along with the fact you are sharing them which shows you are being a leader for your best interest and what could happen with you. These are signs for self loving when practiced well. Its very nice to be at this level of awareness and is awesome to use it healthfully so. Keep up.
@Bonnie1042 When I use to feel this way at times it seems like its because people have opposing views that are creating concepts not reguired attaining. I learned to say words like, its not my fault, its not my responsbility, and I am correct, I am accurate, I am right to assure my stand and feel cupable as should. I genuinely do not think its personal yet the result is no change and should not let that draw me with it low, its not fair to me and it will not stand. These are concepts I would recommend to see if possibly works for you. Generally speaking what works for someone may or may not work for another so I can respect when people feel differently about anything.
Hope things work out for you, just that you are stepping up to share that its shows sufficency that you possess.
Depressed.. and dissociated, eh? Distant from my own self. Thoughts of ending this life and nightmares and flashbacks!!
depressed. It seems like I'm always uncomfortable around people
@dreubaud90 same here
@dreubaud90 I actually feel uncomfortable in general. I think its about things that happen at us that we do not control. I would appreciate advice on this matter because I am dealing with it also. Token for thought!
@healingPeace9642 Hello. I feel so anxious. I don't know how to deal with people.
Yesterday I argued with my friend and I feel very bad about it. All for not knowing how to say "no"
I feel pressured to buy a new phone by my friend but i really didn't want a new one, :( it can be a very "material" issue, but ... she made me feel very pressured about it, i told my friend to wait for a little bit but she keep trying to convincing me to buy it. :( She said to me: "i feel sorry for you" and "you're a closed-minded person" :( and i responded to her "I like to plan my purchases". But then she got mad at me and said hurtful things. I feel very bad because we work together in her business and now I don't know how to behave. I apologized, but she hasn't talked to me since then.
Was I a bad person by refusing to buy something "out of my time"? I didn't do it completely, I just told her I wanted to wait. but she keeped pushing me :( i don' know what to do.
Of course you werent wrong for telling her that you rather wait! She should understand and You should not have apologized for telling her that! Still,I can see you feel bad because now she doesnt talk to you and you work together! I am sorry youre going through this.I hope you can both talk and continue your friendship! Kuddos to you! @Bonnie1042
Hi @Bonnie1042
You were not wrong in wanting to plan your purchases. That is entirely your choice and I hope your friend will come to an understanding.
Thank you @healingPeace9642 @contentedTouch5753 We spoke about it and we solved it (in certain way)
The problems keep coming up. I have two jobs. One as an assistant in my friend's business and another as a photographer for a small theater company. A month ago, I told my friend that at the end of August, I would have to cover a theater event, but she doesn't remember it. As the date of the event approaches, I reminded her and asked her for permission to let me leave my job a little earlier to reach this other commitment. But she was very unfriendly, I presented her several options to solve our problem and did not seem to accept any of them, but at the same time she told me not to cancel my commitment. I don't understand why she does these things, she puts me in a dilemma because she is my boss and she is my friend. And what she is doing to me seems unfair.
I have always supported her and been in charge of the business when she has things to do or commitments to fulfill
:( i feel so anxious.. and confused :( Isn't she supposed to be my friend?
I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND PEOPLE!!!! 
@Bonnie1042 It is great that you stood up for yourself. You realize you stood your ground and your decision to wait for you "on time" to buy that phone. I do not believe its not a phone, I think this is about control and manupilation. In other words this person wants to get what she wants, "time v phone" and because she did not get what she wanted. She decided to draw you low to make you feel bad about yourself. The reality is you do not have to feel bad about yourself and you do not have to do anything " does not matter what" you do not want to do. Its you whom you need to attain for, your time, your boundaries and this should not get confused for being beneath anyone, being bad, neither getting subjected to submit to what you not want to do. I do not care even if it was normal and good faith, no body should do anything they do not want to do, period. Nothing further need to get said about that.
I am proud of you for doing what is right for yourself there was a time period where I would had made the mistake to "go with it in submission" even when I did not want to do that and that is what is wrong, inappropriate, not work at all. So, we all learn from each other and strengthen our boundaries since we simply can do what we want and nobody should take that away from us, which is in itself good faith doings/boundaries.
I have to admit, i am getting a little drozy, its late night here so I apologize if my writing appear weiry.
Thank You for sharing that with us.
lonely, hopeless, worried
How come all it takes is for one small insignificant thing to make an ok day... A bad day.
Hey Guys,
I'm sorry if you are feeling hopeless, worried, scared, lonely, sick, depressed.........and anything else. I really hope that we did not have to go through all these awful things. For all those awful feelings, please know that you are strong, loved, beautiful, understanding.......all those positive feelings.
@healingPeace9642 Yea, these are great suggestions you are sharing HealingPeace. It certainly goes for everyone in this world and hope well.
i feel like a failure, i feel like my feelings are not justified, i have awesome parents and good grades so it just doesn't make sense for me to feel this way, to feel like im not good enough, to be always tired, angry and i just feel like im being a drama queen.
@easyCity5728 Wow, you have very strong self aware and you appear to be very keen about who you are already. This is a good sign about managing your emotions and helping your own self independently to fiqure out why you might be having those emotions and what are they referring for. I do not think you need to worry about them but more like life will keep moving on and bring new things that will distract you from having those emotions. It does not mean it will not return but can mean its a passing time where a situation is passing and you are coping with that how you see it fit.
Keep up the good work and expressing yourself until you feel you are in a best position in your life and you feel like things are happening best for you. Thank you for sharing though!
I don't know what I'm supposed to feel; everyone around me is trying to make it like I have no right feeling the way I feel because I'm still fortunate to have lived the experience many could only dream of. I blame myself for it, but most of all I blame myself to aspire for more every single time when what I did until now should be enough for most. I envied people who can turn the leaf as quickly as possible and not feel any regrets for not achieving what they set their goals of, but pure pride and content with the notion of trying. Maybe that's why it's harder for me to move on: I keep having regrets for not being able to finish what I started! Feeling like I ran out of goals, purpose in my life; I'm being pushed to looking forward and to re-enter the predestined mold of expectations. I'm frustrated, angry, resigned and brusque. Just wished sometimes they were aliens from above coming to pick me up and to leave everything behind without saying goodbye to anyone!
