Hugs make me feel unconfortable.

But if are from the right person i like them

I should have started studying but I got obsessive about buying a jornal (for my mood bullet) and searching information about it and I lose my time

Sad

I feel alone and unloved right now. My family and friends are so distant and far away and I just feel like I am drowning in a sea of lonliness. I just want someone to love me.

I miss good hugs.. the last one i got was from a friend 2 weeks ago that i havent seen in months I thought he wasnt going to let go it was so powerful. Im honestly surprised I didnt start crying right there..

I'm just completely surrounded by problems and no one wants understand, support me.I feel pushed around.

I'm not sure how a hug feels like, but I'd like to one please, along with warm pet on my head. I love my head being pet, so much I could pay for it. cx

I would love a hug because it seems like everyone around me is ignoring me, my chest hurts so bad because I haven't let my feeling out in at least 2 weeks. and i would love to be pet on the head please it makes me feel loved/ like somone cares.

It's been a while since I've felt like someone's really loved me. Something I've strived for since I was a child was for people to love me. I guess I'm a needy person but I thrive on knowing that people care about me and what I do is seen. I can't seem to understand that I'm worthy of living, and it's easier if people tell you that you are, rather than having to believe it yourself.

So sad to be feeling sad and you can't fight it even if you want to.

the people on here i thought cared about me and understood me left me and now it doesnt feel like i can go itto chatrooms or message anybody because i know everyone hates me and im not trying to be negative or be a victim but it hurts because i thought this would be a place i could get what i dont get anywhere else. i dont know how to be here but i also dont know how not to be here.

I have become emotionally numb. I have no idea how it feels to get excited and energized. Motivation and joy are a taboo to my body. My mind is always screaming at me to get moving and do what I need to do, but I never seem to get going. I hate that aspect of myself. I want to change so badly, I feel I spend more time moving backwards than forwards.