My poems

The ticking of the classroom clock. The shuffling of feet against the concrete floor. The millions of eyes piercing deep into my soul, watching my every move. The silent mouths ready to erupt in unstoppable laughter with a single mistake. The wrinkled script in my hands from holding the paper too tight. The thunderous palpitations of my heart against my chest. The ice-cold numbness of my hands. The beads of sweat rolling down my neck. The torrential tsunami of thoughts, threatening to tear me apart. “Are you okay?” A voice breaks through. With a small smile I replied, “I’m fine”. I made this one along time ago I hope y'all like it 💛💛

I wrote this a year ago in a bathroom after I fled in there and was having really bad urges along with a huge panick attack. I was so close to giving in to them when suddenly I realised I had my phone to write on and this came out:

Jacket off, mask down finnaly free no more lies I'm in my safe place no one can see what these demons are doing to me. I been blessed in this life I know All the things I want, I own. But have you ever put a smile on that wasn't even real? I can try to brush it of I know I heard all this advice before But have you ever hid your wrists so people woudn't see? Just take a chance to look at me and realise I'm not who I used to be.

No really knows the pain I'm going through I'm always in the dark dealing with these scars inside my room with these four walls there like chains serrounding me I'm always screaming at the the floor I don't want to feel this anymore take me away from this awful place before I drive my self insane my heart is broke my world is dark and I am scared so what's the point in trying anymore because I have no future ahead of me and that's a fact so this is good by I'll see you in another life I wrote this when I was in a very dark time in my life but I'm so glad I'm way past that

Omg really? I write poems too myself! Would love to read yours when you'd post ❤

hey everyone im sorry i haven't been here lately ive just been going through so much my grandpa had another heart attack im little sister started to have segers again we thought they quit but no they didn't and i got covid and my grandma has covid its just has been pretty *** these last few weeks and i just been hating the life but i think im getting better so yeah i just wanted to let you guy and gals whats been going on with me and i would love for you guy and gals to pray for my sister and grandpa i would really truly appreciate that so lots of love to everyone💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

I see you walking through the wilderness each day

As I gaze in amazement for miles to stay.

What is it about you that I cannot fathom

Are you a dream or just a figment of my imaginarium

Your eyes light my darkest skies

And every time u smile i renounce my life wishing I could hold on for miles.

Ur presence is just so amazingly benign

I can hardly wait to your glazing sunshine.

Don’t go and come back to me

I cant imagine how this momentum would just flee

I will always love u the way you are

For I wish this wasn’t a dream but the reality I would always love to see.

@Nightscars2001 i love poems :D you should share some!!

hey everyone💛i just wanted to tell all of you i truly appreciate all your guys and gals kind words when i made this post i didn't think i was gonna have so many people like my poems and all the comments for along time my poems just stayed in my dairy for years but ya'll gave me the strength to want to share them so thanks to everyone here i love all of ya''ll 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛p.s. im definitely gonna be posting alot more so yeah💛💛💛💛💛

Hey everyone 💛I got another poem for y'all I wrote this to my ex because I could not stop thinking about her every day and I wrote this to her to try and get over her so I hope y'all in joy. P.s the name is my reality 💛 here it is. Just saying your name makes me realize how much meaning you had in my life I watched your actions every day and i long to hold your hand and kiss your lips when I'm awake but reality dawns a rainy day a world of fantasy and dismay in my dreams I make you mine I hold you to the end of time but when I awake to find that your not there my world is filled with sorrow and despair and reality comes like a rushing storm to destroy all my hopes of you comeing back in to my life and that's my reality your not coming home. So what do y'all think? 💛💛💛💛💛💛