Me being thin is post traumatic
blueorchid1010
September 11th
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I used to be healthy and have a perfect BMI when i was little ... I remember once my grandparents visited for the whole month... They used to bully me... especially my grandfather...he used to say that ... In a very bad way...that look at her how she's eating...why she's eating so much....she didn't even done anything all day...
I always had a fast metabolism so i needed more food than usual...but since then i got really disconnected from wanting to eat anything....
Since then...my body belives that only when i do some productive work ..only then i deserve food...and that's how i lost my appetite ...
Physically my blood tests and everything came out normal...and I'm afraid that it's a mental issues
I still love food but i can't eat much.....