Hi, new and afraid
I created my account some months ago or years maybe ? don't remember if I posted here at that time or if I immediately ran away with anxiety though 😅
I would like to talk with someone but I m afraid to burden others with my issues + the social anxiety.
I m 30, and this last year has been emotionnally draining.
When colleagues ask me how I am, I answer "well and you" when internally I feel the opposite. I m so tired of pretending but don t want to drama dump on anyone. I feel very alone, afraid to share and feeling it will drive people away if I open up.
I talk french, english (approximatively) and I try to learn japanese (beginner).
I like boardgames, video games, animals, japanese anime, drawing when I have the motivation (rare). I would like to learn painting too.
I was wondering if people here are listeners or... talkers excusively ? Or if they can be both at the same time ?
I wish you a nice day 🪷