Make it stop.
You know you’re head is screwed up when you cry after sex. Every. Single. Time. I know my trauma is what caused an end to my last relationship. I’m working on things now. Just started talking to my counselor about it. I can’t talk about it. No words come out. I just start to weep. I don’t know what’s wrong but I know it’s wrong. I’ve had crying spells before but I just don’t know how to move forward. I need it to stop. I cannot ruin this relationship too...I just want it out of my head. The memories, the flashbacks, everything. I just want it gone.
@emotionalCake7336 I'm so sorry, I get it I also cry after sex. Sometimes I can cry for days on end it's awful. Mostly I don't so I don't upset my family. Relationships are difficult even without trauma. I am not good at them. I cannot connect, can't trust, can't make eye contact, fear has its hands on my throat. I have a partner but I can't open up to be vulnerable, to trust. I write letters to my partner because I'm such a bad communicator. Face to face talk is scary. I practice with my therapist but my progress is slow, I write alot in my journal which helps too. I'm sorry your suffering so much, I know that pain it hurts... .. I'll pray for your healing 🙏. ABB💜