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emotionalCake7336
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts16 Forum posts19 Forum upvotes43 Current upvotes43 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2021 Member sinceMarch 28, 2021
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Repressed Memories.
Trauma Support / by emotionalCake7336
Last post
 August 17th, 2021
...See more Trigger Warning. … . . … . . . … . … . … . … . I think my childhood best friend molested me… I never really thought that far back in awhile. But somehow my mind wandered back to that memory. At the time I didn’t think anything of it. I thought that’s just what friends do, have secrets and play games. But looking back as an adult that was wildly inappropriate. I’ve had many issues in my life and I’ve always questioned what the root cause could have been. The things that’s dawns as me to make it abuse is the fact that I was 5 and she was 7/8. I’m sure something probably happened to her to make her do it. But I feel like I’ve been blind to so much because of it..
Not enough
Depression Support / by emotionalCake7336
Last post
 May 27th, 2021
...See more I just want a medicine to actually work. I don’t want to feel this way. I don’t want to feel. My sorrow is crippling. I’m exhausted. Mentally, emotionally, physically. I try my hardest, I really do...And yet it’s still not enough.
No support.
Depression Support / by emotionalCake7336
Last post
 May 27th, 2021
...See more The fact that I don’t have the safe person. My bf literally hate me. If I’m sad or hurting even physically I get called every name in the book. I hate not being able to have someone to talk to it always seems like he’s extra mean on days where I’m already struggling. He hates me and I’m starting to hate him. I hate myself. I hate this life we’ve built on bs. I love our child. But I cannot mentally maintain without love and support from my significant other.
Feelings..
Trauma Support / by emotionalCake7336
Last post
 May 18th, 2021
...See more I hate it here. The only way I can manage to stay positive is to try to think about the future. My past drags me down and my present has it’s good moments and bad, but the bad ones hit me so hard. I completely break down. Hysterical crying. It only takes one small thing to push me over the edge. Been using medical marijuana to help and it seems to for a time. But now I’m at the point where if I’m not on it I’m a hair trigger...
Can anyone relate.
Trauma Support / by emotionalCake7336
Last post
 June 17th, 2021
...See more So I’ve been trying to figure out how to word this without sounding horrible. I was watching the show Sharp Objects and could relate on a level, in one of the scenes she is about to have sex with a man she very much wants to...when they do she basically reenacts what happened to her. I feel like I can’t have normal sex anymore... idk. I do not want to be touched. I don’t want it to feel good..I hate sex, but if I have to it has to be like that. Sorry if this is inappropriate. I just don’t have anyone to talk to about it without feeling an immense amount of shame...
Make it stop.
Trauma Support / by emotionalCake7336
Last post
 May 14th, 2021
...See more You know you’re head is screwed up when you cry after sex. Every. Single. Time. I know my trauma is what caused an end to my last relationship. I’m working on things now. Just started talking to my counselor about it. I can’t talk about it. No words come out. I just start to weep. I don’t know what’s wrong but I know it’s wrong. I’ve had crying spells before but I just don’t know how to move forward. I need it to stop. I cannot ruin this relationship too...I just want it out of my head. The memories, the flashbacks, everything. I just want it gone.
Stuck.
Trauma Support / by emotionalCake7336
Last post
 May 16th, 2021
...See more I feel trapped. Trapped in my body. Trapped in my head. Trapped in my life. Trapped on an endless roundabout...
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