Trigger Warning: Drugging, Manipulation, Psychopathic Behavior

 For over a year, I endured a cycle of manipulation, violence, and gaslighting that shattered my sense of reality. Not only did he hold a gun to my head on multiple occasions, including one time where I watched him load a shotgun before pressing it against my skull, but he also drugged me with meth for an entire month. I had no idea what was happening to me until I started noticing the changes in my behavior and the toll it was taking on my body. When I finally caught him using, his response wasn’t one of remorse but a chilling justification—he claimed that I used it too, so I couldn’t be mad at him.

This manipulation was classic—he used the drugs to control me, keeping me in a vulnerable state so I couldn’t think clearly or leave. His psychopathic tendencies allowed him to view everything as a game—my pain, my fear, my dependence on him—it was all part of his twisted plan to dominate me. He never took responsibility for his actions, and his threats toward me and my family were constant. 9 months later and heavy police intervention and a court order, he continues to reach out daily, alternating between professing love and threatening my life.

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