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carefulPlace4854
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Single loving woman
PathStep 52 Compassion hearts90 Forum posts56 Forum upvotes47 Current upvotes47 Age GroupAdult Last activeFebruary, 2025 Member sinceJanuary 18, 2025
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I am a single woman who loved jogging and was training for a marathon. Started having lumbar back pain which has actually gotten better. But very concerned with doctors recommendations. Was very thin lady 140 lb that in my 35’s went up to 320 lb with unnecessary medication. Did jogging and YMCA workouts to stop a double knee surgery. Ended up homeless but continued to strive at losing weight. Got down to 150 lbs not on any medication. And then to get shelter placed in a terrible place that took urine weekly and I have no drug or alcohol problem. I love people who love people. We all need love. Unfortunately by body feels destroyed. Just try to be me again. Thin. Nice. Caring.

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Taken control of
Anxiety Support / by carefulPlace4854
Last post
 February 13th
...See more How would you feel if you were out one night and treated unbelievably rude? And people wonder why I am angry and hurt. I was in pain and they add more pain. And no don’t say I caused it. The next day I was delivered my bed after sleeping on floors for 6 years. It makes a difference having a bed. And it makes a difference having good advocate’s. And guess what all of mine weren’t good advocates. Why I built more walls!
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Nothing seems to fit me
Women's Issues / by carefulPlace4854
Last post
 February 7th
...See more My psychological problems go deep. It’s like everything is a trigger warning to me. I’ve been hurt so bad. Do I want to talk about having to be perfect? No. Do I want to talk about rape? No. Do I want to talk about psychological abuse? No. Do I want to talk about periods when a doctor destroyed me? No. Do I want to spend another 10 years trying to fix a skin condition that 💲? No. Do I want to take another job where people are such bullies? No! Do I like going out dining and socializing? Yes! Until they start staring at me like I’m disease! Get it! Believe me I’m normal and with some help I can survive.
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ONLY 18
Trauma Support / by carefulPlace4854
Last post
 February 5th
...See more WARNING TRIGGER CONTENT How would you react if you went to the doctor for one like pimple on the ***. The doctor does a test and said it’s probably just a cyst don’t worry. The call back it’s herpes. I tried to commit suicide. Got stuck in a relationship. When I tried to leave the relationship as a friend he raped me. Finding someone to love with a disease is rejection one after another. And guess what my dream was as a young adult. To meet a loving and caring man. To build a life long friendship and romantic life together. Been in many relationships but no Mr. Right yet. And I’m 59. I keep praying it will happen. Maybe my life story is too much drama and trauma
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Red Flags
General Support / by carefulPlace4854
Last post
 January 19th
...See more What if everyone is a red flag to me? Because that are not understanding me. How would that make you feel? Red flags to me are doctor's doing wrong stuff or not doing stuff.
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Feeling Totaled
General Support / by carefulPlace4854
Last post
 January 20th
...See more Nothing like having medical professionals totally destroy my body! I’m seriously serious! I’m 59 and once 29. Totally wronged and super angry but able to smile and bear it till they actually realize they wronged me!
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