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My mom was trapped and I enjoyed watching it

creativeStrings1531 October 21st, 2021

At the age of 5 I watched my mom being trapped and chased around her car by a babysitter's husband because she was trying to kidnap my brother and I from the babysitter's house during her divorce to my dad. I enjoyed waving to the babysitter's husband as he stood against his front door blocking it on my mom. I feel like the babysitter's husband is my hero and role model

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creativeStrings1531 OP May 24th, 2022

Hope that my mom never shows up unannounced to my house

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EmbracingChaos May 24th, 2022

@creativeStrings1531 Hi. It sounds like you have some mixed feelings and may be trying to reach out to talk more about this. I have felt that apprehension hoping that an abusive family member wouldn’t come to my house too. As well as wanting to be prepared for if it ever did happen. You’re not alone. I’m sorry you went through that. I’m glad that nothing more happened that day. But I also know how these memories stay with us. I’m around here on the forums every so often if you want to talk about it more.

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creativeStrings1531 OP May 25th, 2022

@EmbracingChaos


Yes I feel I have the fight part of PTSD

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EmbracingChaos May 25th, 2022

@creativeStrings1531 I understand. I get the fight reflex too sometimes. I think it wants us to acknowledge our anger, that the person did something that was not ok. You are allowed to be angry. It is ok to say that your mother was wrong for trying to kidnap you. It is ok to be glad that she was stopped.

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creativeStrings1531 OP May 25th, 2022

@EmbracingChaos


I feel sometimes if my mom were to show up unannounced that I would put her through everything that the babysitter's husband did to her and I have told this to my therapist

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courageouspanda244 July 1st, 2022

I am going to write another later to the babysitter's husband

courageouspanda244 July 1st, 2022

I meant to say I am going to write another letter to the babysitter's husband

creativeStrings1531 OP August 28th, 2022

I really hope to reconnect with my hero and role model of the babysitter's husband soon I think I'm going to write him another letter hopefully he will respond this time

creativeStrings1531 OP September 7th, 2022

It was fun for me to watch my mom and the babysitter's husband skip around the outside of her car and to hear my mom say dinky dinky let me go as they skipped

creativeStrings1531 OP October 13th, 2022

I hate that my therapist is getting rid of me

creativeStrings1531 OP October 16th, 2022

Hopefully I can get a new therapists again soon

creativeStrings1531 OP October 30th, 2022

Well my therapist got rid of me she is supposed to send me information about peer support and crisis information

creativeStrings1531 OP November 20th, 2022

I have have no more therapist to see

creativeStrings1531 OP November 23rd, 2022

It is sad to have no therapist