Audiotory hallucinations with CPTSD
Uh I’m a little too afraid to tell anyone about my experience
In fact most people in my life don’t even know about my past trauma
I was sexually abuse as a child for many many years by my grandfather. I’ve undergone therapy for years, got through a few things, was diagnosed with a few things also. PTSD being most prominent.
I can’t discuss this with anyone in fear of them thinking I’m insane.
Also it freaking me out a lot, and I’m scared it’ll happen again.
I was walking down my street around 7.30PM and I heard a whisper right in my ears just “SHHHH” as I turn around no one’s there, I assume someone in the street, yet is happens 3 times as I’m speed walking down 1KM distance.
Has anyone else experienced this? :s
@littlepeculiargirl. I have experienced hearing things that an abuser said when I’m triggered. It’s okay for you to discuss it here we won’t think that your “insane”.
@littlepeculiargirl
Hello, you say that you heard a voice while walking but no one was there. I have had this experience too. Sitting at home. Two voices, male and female. Yes, it happens and it is alright to talk about it without feeling weird. I am proud of you for having the courage to speak out.
Do you have a support system, someone you trust to talk to? Have you been tested for different conditions?
Here at 7cups, we all have various forms of support. There are Listeners that will try to help if you just want to talk. You will find them under the chat button.
we have Group Support groups that you can join and get the support you can post to different Forums of your choice and get support. There are also Licensed Therapists for a fee that is here all under the chat button.
No matter your choice as @AventuriousBranch3786 said we are here for you. It is ok to express what is going on in your life with no fear of shame or embarrassment.
Welcome dear one
@littlepeculiargirl I hear voices to and see things that are not there. My doctor assures me I'm not crazy it's because of ptsd. So dw your not alone and your not insane. I didn't have a normal childhood either I get embarrassed and reluctant to tell people. Luckily I was moved to a different country and I live in a care home where everyone already knows so I don't have to say much. But please talk about it with someone anyone who makes you feel comfortable ❤ I'll be hugging you in my heart ❤
Yes I do crying sounds and paranoid voices and an abuser's voice sometimes
