no one see my pain

I have an appointment today and my mom was supposed to take me but we didn't have gas she had $2 in her account and she couldn't take me to my doctor's appointment I asked my father to take me to my appointment because my parents are divorced and we live separately asked my dad please can take me to my appointment he said no as soon as your mom and get on the phone and call me and ask me my mom told him that she will not be doing that and he hung up on me and called them again said hey are you picking me up to go to my appointment he told me no that he will not be doing that until my mom can pick up the phone and call him he hung up on me I slammed my phone on the floor when he hung up and started to cry I was in so much pain because my stomach was hurting and my head was hurting and I've had this for a while and I had a doctor's appointment that I needed to go to and no one was there for me I can't even go to a doctor's appointment without having them fight for 5 seconds I can't go to the doctor's appointment because my parents can't get it together I can't go to a doctor's appointment because my dad is a narcissist I can't go and it's physically hurting you now not only did they hurt me mentally but now it is physically hurting me and I have no one to take me so now I'm sitting in my room and writing the same crying