What if can’t get better
What if can never get better what am suppose do
how suppose be ok when hurt so bad inside
everything hurt so bad can’t even explain how bad hurts feel like am dying inside all the time everything hurts and always sad
try so hard and it never stop hurting 😭😭 how suppose be like this forever
do so much therapy take so much medication and nothing helps why it dont help me what am suppose do ?😭try so hard try try try try try try all still hurts
what nahoa do deserve all this what do wrong how can fix it don’t understand what did deserve this why am so bad
am sorry sorry sorry sorry am so sorry everything ever do wrong wish know how can fix it i do anything can make all hurt stop anything anything anything please 😭
how can make it stop don’t even need be happy or feel real good is enough nahoa feel just ok that be enough to me ok be enough
just want stop hurting will do anything
first of all im so sorry you feel like this, i know it feels like the weight inside you is too much to carry, and it’s hard to see a way out of the pain right now. But even in the darkest moments, you’re not alone. It’s okay to feel like this, there’s no shame in your hurt or your struggle. Just breathe, even if it feels like it’s the only thing you can do.
Pain doesn’t last forever, even though it feels endless right now. There are people who care, who want to help lighten the load, even if it’s just by sitting with you in your pain. You’re allowed to take small steps forward, one at a time, and even if you stumble, that’s okay too. You’re still here, and that means you have more strength than you realize.
@skqptaa
is ok know deserve all this was just stupid think nahoa matter or anything have plan now is ok
@theboymoana I’m so sorry you’re feeling bad my friend.
Pain doesn’t mean you’re bad. Pain doesn’t mean you did anything wrong. You don’t deserve to feel bad. We can do stuff to make our emotional pain less painful. Do you think it would be possible for you to see a therapist for the emotional pain?
@theboymoana Nahoa You mentioned therapy and medication in your post and I‘m sorry if I suggested something you’re already doing.
@PineTreeTree
is ok have plan fix everything now nahoa fix it
@theboymoana Nahoa there are lots of people here who care about you. I care about you, @Tinywhisper11 cares about you and so many others on 7 Cups care also. Can you tell me what your plan is?
@PineTreeTree
needbstop take up space don’t deserve i make sure stop because other people more important need space not me when forget nahoa don’t matter make sure will remember is what deserve am bad horrible kid hurt now try find Obs say sorry how can say sorry 😭😭
Pain always comes from somewhere, it could be from past wounds, unhealthy relationships, or a difficult or unfair situation. I wish for you to find the source(s) of your suffering so that, little by little, you can begin to heal. It’s hard to recover from deep pain when you don’t fully understand where it’s coming from.
I also encourage you to write your pain down in the form of a letter or poem—expressing what you feel and how you want to overcome it can be incredibly liberating.
As for me, when I’m in the darkness, I turn to someone who isn’t human, someone greater, stronger, and more capable than I am, and I lean on Him.
You are not alone in this battle of life. This community understands you and is here to support you. Stay strong.
@theboymoana hi moana ❤ PineTreeTree is right there are many people who care about you here ❤ it might not be the same as having people be kind to you outside of cups, but here we are all one big family, your like a little brother to me ❤ your not a stupid little kid, you are more mature than many adults here 🙂 you just gotta keep fighting through for a few more years, till your old enough to call the shots. Then you can make decisions to get rid of all the bad people/things in your life, and move on to all the good things🙂❤ life won't always be as bad as it is now. Gives you a giant tiny hug ❤remember you are loved, I love you ❤❤