Skip to main content Skip to bottom nav

Truama

Sacon1981 August 13th
.

I have trauma based on bpd from fake friends now dont have any because I thought they were true ones ive been though abusive partners. Now I have the loneliness feel of this all. Sometimes my partner don't understand then gets funny with me when I just feel like you so don't get me inside. Iam 42 years old thoughtout life just nasty people caused bpd trauma

7
Tinywhisper11 August 14th
.

@Sacon1981 hi sweetie ❤I'm Lola ❤ trigger warning, abuse.... , I hear you, I'm kinda simular bad people held me captive for 18 years, so I kinda sympathise and agree with you about bad people🙁 now I'm 23 and I've never had a friend so I don't really know what it feels like to be betrayed like that, or what's it's like to be in a relationship. But I hope your partner listens more and learns from you ❤

but I strongly believe there are more good people than bad in this world, so never give up on humans ❤ hugs you tightly ❤  I'm right here if you need to talk

Sacon1981 OP August 14th
.

Hello and thank you for replying. I need a good friend and a listener I have a driving lesson tomorrow but have mixed emotions of feeling sad and lonely inside I think I need my own freedom by driving my boyfriend doesnt drive I want and need to be happy within myself

Tinywhisper11 August 14th
.

@Sacon1981 im sorry I'm not a listener, but a friend, most definitely ❤ ooo! Good luck on your driving test, do let me know how it goes ❤ having the freedom of a car, can really help you. You know if your feeling depressed you can jump in your car and go for a walk by the lake, or go sit on a beach and watch the sunset ❤ is your boyfriend supportive of your mental health?

Sacon1981 OP August 14th
.

Yes let's be friends x

Sacon1981 OP August 14th
.

Driving test September 27th. Yes more freedom to see.yeah he is but I need to make myself happy within me x

Tinywhisper11 August 14th
.

@Sacon1981 oh sorry I misread, you said lesson not driving test, but anyways good luck ❤ I'm glad he's nice to you, but yes finding the happiness within you is important ❤ what do you like to do that used to bring you joy?

Sacon1981 OP August 14th
.

Liked swimming but hard to make friends as my friends were all fake keep pulling faces and staring at me. Wasn't nice at all. Iam 42 years old have a daughter who's 14. I don't live with my partner he comes on a weekends but moved into my house last Saturday so had a bbq more freedom for a house waiting for tv to work with WiFi etc.