Just trauma, if I'm not worthy enough for your attention just go on scrolling, I don't want to hear you shouting at my face
TW - abuse
There's one thing I really want is to have someone to talk to. Living up to this day, I've seen so many things happening all the time as if even raining down fire won't even be enough. My dad has an alcohol habit and sometimes domestic violence, my mom sometimes domestic violence my sister and both my mom, sister and dad always get in a heated argument and sometimes a fight. I just really need someone to talk to instead of just having authorized people telling me in the face that it's all just my head and it's not even that hard I can get through the things that are going on. It's just down bad to say I can get over it that easily when people don't experience what I do. More than that, having peers wanting me dead is another level of experience, but downgraded.
@andrewtan99
Warm, tight hugs (if accepted)
I heard you, all those violence are unimaginable harsh and having people who deny what you are going through can wound us real deep.
I'm so proud of you for reaching out to our community. Help is available, fr.
I am here to listen without judgment.
@andrewtan99
Would you like to tell me how all this has made you feel ?
Well, I felt physical pain, usually in the heart. Sometimes it's strain or a stroke but it's usually aches.
@andrewtan99
That sucks ☹️ what about emotional?
I feel tired. Exhausted, sad, I had angry emotions when I was still in primary school.
@andrewtan99
You have been so brave, buddy. No one could have handled the situation better than you did.
Dealing with so much violence is exhausting, it dreads out ourselves. 😔 You must be exhausted, seeing family fighting so regularly.
Hi
I just want to say your worthy of attention. I'm sorry your experiencing abuse. hope you find some good people who understands you✨
@andrewtan99
sorry your going through all that and no it not just something you get over. not something you put a emotional bandaid on. but we get how hard it is to live within that and have no way out too. but we older now and have got out of things like you going through. but when still under 18yr one has to be were they told to be. even if it a kinda ***. please hold on and do best you can to take care of self too. someday you be able to move out and start a life of your own and be safe too. it really touches our heart even breaks it that you and others live within families like yours and not listened to by them that are to help you.
