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andrewtan99
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PathStep 50 Compassion hearts113 Forum posts41 Forum upvotes53 Current upvotes53 Age GroupTeen Last activeJanuary, 2025 Member sinceMarch 28, 2021
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Struggling with memories
Depression Support / by andrewtan99
Last post
 2 days ago
...See more When my memories started to fade, I only remember the bad parts, and they make me feel down, really down, sometimes angry. What should I do?
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Burning out and stressed
Motivation & Accountability / by andrewtan99
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 Friday
...See more I'm getting burnout and stressed, but idk why I am stressed.
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Alcohols abused and now addicted
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by andrewtan99
Last post
 January 9th
...See more I was 14 when I was alcohol abused by my father. He gave my sister and I alcohol, and used physical violence that would ensure us drink alcohol. Even now, I feel addicted to it, I once fell into porn addiction too, not being able to contemplate my choices at the moment when I was still drunk. I feel exhausted, my teeth coloured in yellow and transparent, my spines shorter than my friends in general, my intelligence slower and blunter than my friends, my health in general, worse than my friends, my black eye bags caused by the almost always constant fighting and arguing between my parents and my sister, my rumination at night thinking if I'll survive, my overthinking if I'll even be able to be accepted into a college, my academic performance held back, my imagination damaged, my life greyer, my desires suicidal, my needs unmet occasionally, my discipline broken, my motivation cold, my enthusiasm cold, my passion on heat.
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Just addicted,
Addiction Support / by andrewtan99
Last post
 January 10th
...See more Ii got into *** addiction because I was sexually abused and assaulted multiple times. Now I'm just *** to not fear of the girl who did these to me. I was threatened to have sex with her.
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I was sexually harassed
General Support / by andrewtan99
Last post
 November 17th, 2024
...See more In primary school and middle school, I was sexually harassed multiple times, while yearning for help and asking why it happened and why it happened again on me all three of them in my mind, I started to realize from the words of other classmates that this is a huge problem, and my mind shifts to the little kids that look up to me cuz I was model student in primary school when I graduated, I knew something bad like this would and will affect them in the long or short run, some damage would be caused in their little hearts. The person who sexually harassed me in middle school, I'm unsure if they are really the model student they called themselves but really as much as I know they're just making it up. After that happened, I haven't been able to feel or perceive or judge my surroundings (especially my middle school) clearly.
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I don't eat
Eating Disorder Support / by andrewtan99
Last post
 November 24th, 2024
...See more I'm hungry but I don't want to eat. Even if I eat I feel disgusted after that.
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Tool
General Support / by andrewtan99
Last post
 November 18th, 2024
...See more Just realized I'm a tool all my life. I'm a tool for someone's else desire to win, desire to lust, desire to get validation from others. But all I wanna do is be free and live... When I was a young kid, my family turned toxic and decided to put every responsibility of loving me to my sister, which outweighed her in her childhood years and later only to be set free by her boyfriend. I'm the very reason why she and a few other person suffers and the very least valuable thing in the world, cause I always get hurt, take the wrong turn and become depressed for it.
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