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andrewtan99
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PathStep 35 Compassion hearts79 Forum posts22 Forum upvotes26 Current upvotes26 Age GroupTeen Last activeNovember, 2024 Member sinceMarch 28, 2021
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Wanting to become a listener...


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Tool
General Support / by andrewtan99
Last post
 Saturday
...See more Just realized I'm a tool all my life. I'm a tool for someone's else desire to win, desire to lust, desire to get validation from others. But all I wanna do is be free and live... When I was a young kid, my family turned toxic and decided to put every responsibility of loving me to my sister, which outweighed her in her childhood years and later only to be set free by her boyfriend. I'm the very reason why she and a few other person suffers and the very least valuable thing in the world, cause I always get hurt, take the wrong turn and become depressed for it.
Her death
Grief & Loss / by andrewtan99
Last post
 October 17th
...See more It's October 10, 2024. 20:12 in the night, I grieving alone for her, or so I thought I am. It's a tear in my skin to know she was not ever heard breathing. Past few weeks she left us dead, we saw the photos, there were red. I feel the loss, I feel her death. It was near the exams her life stop coming in.
Just trauma, if I'm not worthy enough for your attention just go on scrolling, I don't want to hear you shouting at my face
Trauma Support / by andrewtan99
Last post
 October 21st
...See more TW - abuse There's one thing I really want is to have someone to talk to. Living up to this day, I've seen so many things happening all the time as if even raining down fire won't even be enough. My dad has an alcohol habit and sometimes domestic violence, my mom sometimes domestic violence my sister and both my mom, sister and dad always get in a heated argument and sometimes a fight. I just really need someone to talk to instead of just having authorized people telling me in the face that it's all just my head and it's not even that hard I can get through the things that are going on. It's just down bad to say I can get over it that easily when people don't experience what I do. More than that, having peers wanting me dead is another level of experience, but downgraded.
Recovering
Personality Disorders Support / by andrewtan99
Last post
 October 9th
...See more Hey guys, just wanted to say tq for staying with me as a community in the past year, I've fully cured from split personality disorder and now I'm living my normal life. Tq y'all❤️
Someone asked me to go to die in school.
Trauma Support / by andrewtan99
Last post
 September 27th
...See more Someone asked me to go to die in school. One day, this girl told me to die just because I said I didn't know someone as I was being introduced to her friend walking beside her to home. And then, I get a random spit if words saying I didn't care about her(the girl who asked me to die) classmate's feelings the other day. And I'm like what?? That's so wrong I have nothing to do with violating her feelings.
Neighbours
Grief & Loss / by andrewtan99
Last post
 September 20th
...See more Fellow neighbours, you had been two great individuals for raising and keeping bothe my sister and I safe, we hope you are resting well in peace.
Addiction on video games
Addiction Support / by andrewtan99
Last post
 September 10th
...See more As a child, I would be handed an ipad by my elder sister, who is older by 4 years old, I would play with the ipad for 4-5 hours, almost non stop, until someone needs mee somewhere else. Years later, I still have relapses towards the addiction. During relapses I would ignore everyone else. It's not completely satisfying when I do it and I get missed out on a lot. It's a difficult thing to battle because it could be a shelter everytime I face something too stressful.
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