I feel lost and alone (trigger warning)
yukieq
September 30th
I don't feel much anymore. Or if I do it's usually anger or sadness. I was assaulted but not only did she steal my innocents that day she stole my manhood and my sanity. I feel as if people will never care about me. I feel deeply alone like nobody will ever care about me. The pain of me going through all this gets unbearable on times like I can't escape this never ending cycle of self hatred and shame that cones from being a victim.
Yougotmyback
October 8th
@yukieq
Hi, I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through a rough time. I just want to tell you that it's not your fault and you didn't deserve that at all. It's true that when such these things happen, it gets difficult to trust anyone with your emotions, even yourself. Your feelings are totally valid. Not everything works for everyone but there was this one sentence I was told that changed my perspective.
Someone told me that I'm still suffering because of what happened to me and I need to know that the people who treated me wrong deserve to suffer and not me. Don't be the person who hurts you. You deserve self-compassion. See, you're still here trying after going through so much and I believe you can get through it. Just hold onto the hope, please. <3
Sending my love and prayers.
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