I endure my pain alone
I was bullied in school by so called friends and others. I was bullied at home by family. Why did teachers put pressure on me to perform? Why did they think that was more important than my wellbeing? Why did I go through primary and secondary school then college and university without possessing a single diary at any point? Was I not trained by anyone to be a wise person? My parents were so estranged. Who raised me? Why was I treated badly then abandoned by so many friends? My life has been a wreck. I have learned that if you are treated badly, you will be punished for it. Repeatedly punished because you were treated badly in the first place. Is there no equality? My country disgusts me. If everyone wrote into a notebook the bad things others say and do to them, I think we'd all behave ourselves. Bad people rely on their victims inability to remember how bad they are. That, ladies and gentlemen is the source of my pain.