Burst
A part of me always new but didn't understand looking back now I remember seeing my abuser and my dad talking I was made to leave the room I watched from the other room the only thing I can remember was the hand shake before my abuser walked out in that moment I was sad I was hopeful that he would be beaten up or something then my dad tells me if I could have I would have but I would have gone to jail looking back on it today right now I can recall every *** time my dad has manipulated me and was sympathy seeking making me feel bad for him all the while his daughter is being molested by men and women and girls and boys I'm supposed to feel sorry for him I don't know if therapy is helping me or hurting me I would have never known this about my father and now I must face it
@forcefulHuman9484
understand how you feel š go through therapy see truth of things and understand really what go on hurts so much ā¹ļø hard to know if helping when feels like bringing more pain and sadnessĀ
just want you know not alone and someone understand pain you going through and hope you able get to point feel like can start healing ! You didnāt deserve any that happen and am sorry no one protect you ā¹ļøš
@forcefulHuman9484 Hey! Reading this made me sick. Those people are sick people. There are such wicked people in this world. I don't know if seeing a therapist specialized in this subject is an option for you? Literally don't know what to say. Do you have anyone to talk to about this? Maybe there are support groups specialized in this? Wishing you the best. Stay strong, you can do it.