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forcefulHuman9484
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The earth and all that's on it continue with life abounding growing I am stuck in mud and it's hardening around me
PathStep 1 Compassion hearts80 Forum posts13 Forum upvotes29 Current upvotes29 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2024 Member sinceAugust 26, 2024
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My name is Cynthia I think I'm suffering because of suppression of past trauma

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Trauma Support / by forcefulHuman9484
Last post
 September 26th
...See more A part of me always new but didn't understand looking back now I remember seeing my abuser and my dad talking I was made to leave the room I watched from the other room the only thing I can remember was the hand shake before my abuser walked out in that moment I was sad I was hopeful that he would be beaten up or something then my dad tells me if I could have I would have but I would have gone to jail looking back on it today right now I can recall every *** time my dad has manipulated me and was sympathy seeking making me feel bad for him all the while his daughter is being molested by men and women and girls and boys I'm supposed to feel sorry for him I don't know if therapy is helping me or hurting me I would have never known this about my father and now I must face it
How it's goin
Trauma Support / by forcefulHuman9484
Last post
 September 15th
...See more Oh my goodness, I am talking to a therapist on here. I just went in a share group thing on here and talked about what's up. I feel it I'm going to get better. I'm going to grow up get out of my room and be someone who I'm pleased with.
Well guess what
Trauma Support / by forcefulHuman9484
Last post
 September 17th
...See more I was talked about behind my back. I was made fun of. I was ignored and disregarded by someone I care about. But I had a good day. Because I didn't care I just did what I had to do and move on. I am so on top
I need to be heard
Trauma Support / by forcefulHuman9484
Last post
 September 14th
...See more It's so difficult to talk to anyone. Why can't it be easier cost less and grow. I thought if I throw the trauma to the back of my head and deal I'll be fine. No I'm not fine I'm being torn apart. I'm stuck and no one is here to listen I'm crumbling falling apart until there's nothing left. I guess I'll deal until I disappear.
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