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Malarkey1994
May 29th, 2021
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I'm saying, no typing, whatever, I've just never said it in the open, I've been abused. I was 10. I didn't know what it meant. I've repressed these thoughts for over 10 years now, and try and tell myself it was just a nightmare. But it wasn't. I don't know what to do. Who to tell. I don't want anyone to know, no one knows. It sucks. People think they know me, my stories. No you don't, I show you what I want to, sometimes that's not even me. Why do I put up a show for people, just to please them. Why. I hate smiling around, I hate it, but everyone expects it from me. I hate this. I hate everything. Everyone hates me.