Frustrated
I’m just so frustrated cause my parents have giving me soooo much trauma and neglecting me and stuff, and like I’ve been in America now for 4 almost 5 years now but no one has noticed anything at all, like I’m not even trying to hide this shit. So all of my hopes that someone would help are completely gone and shattered, cause at this point I’m 18 in a few months so there’s not much of a point. I still just want to get help so bad though!!! But I can’t cause I have siblings to think about, my older sister had a similar experience to me but a little less bad for her, but I also have two younger siblings, which my parents are actually doing good with and stuff, and like I can’t put them through the trauma of being taken away from everything they know just cause I can’t wait a few more months. That would just be completely selfish of me and plus I’m already traumatized might as well keep the number of people with issues to a minimum. But like I just want someone to care so so so so badly and now I’ll never get that