Is this Depersonlization disorder or schiz
It started with religion awakening for me. I had brcame religous and feared and anxiety for past sins and music sin in past. I feared i was going to hell and i kept reasing religion for weeks nonstop and lesrning more. I was in axnious and fear state for almost everyday for 2 months. Every small sin or any sin i get anxious and thinking im going to hell. The theme changed later on. I saw symptoms of Depersonalization disorder i think i fit most or all the difference between me and schiz is few times had parnoia but the delusions or random episode or derealization from myself i am aware it is not real after it happens or sometimes during the episode. I usually realize it is not real. What do you think
@tallHemlock5534
Depersonalisation/ derealisation is a type of an anxiety coping method. It seems joining this religion has brought you stress rather than peace; you might be over thinking it a little and criticsing yourself too much. Maybe you could see a priest/other religious figure who you can confess to, who will allow you to feel forgiven for your previous sins. Or simply saying a prayer asking for forgiveness may make you feel a little better about this. If those don't help and it's really bothering you, then it's probably best to see a doctor for help with your anxiety.
